giniesaucedoI did a thing. On accident. I accidentally escalated things instead of clearing the air like I had hoped. (I swear I’m a mix of Projector + Manifestor. I don’t care if they say that’s not a thing. I feel like my aura triggers certain people 🤷🏻♀️ and we’ve already established it’s not because of gate 39 😂)
Y’all! I got “removed” from a container (to me it felt like I got kicked out) and blocked on IG because I unfollowed them (which I don’t know how that’s possible because I never followed them to begin with).
I do appreciate the fact that I got my money refunded without even asking. I would not have minded if I got removed and they kept the fee. It was a very low investment and the lessons I learned were well worth the price I had paid. (I’ve been in a $6k container that I ended up not using at all because it also felt off halfway through. That one really hurt and I’m still paying it off 🤑🤷🏻♀️)
Lessons I learned:
If there’s a next time I get kicked out (let’s pray to God I’ve learned my lesson so it doesn’t have to get repeated), it is best to let things be. There’s no need to explain myself. It’s not rejection, just redirection. It still kinda hurts and that’s ok. I get to honor that AND decide to move on.
It is safe to trust myself when a space doesn’t feel like it’s a space I can thrive in and it’s ok to leave that space on my own, regardless of the investment size. If it doesn’t feel good, there’s no need to stay to see if that changes. It is safe to trust my intuition.
Next time I need time to process what and how I want to reply to something, I need to let them know I am processing so they don’t assume I’m avoiding them.
Only take on my share of the responsibility. No more, no less.
I’m thankful for those who reached out. Y’all helped me shift my energy and it’s not about being “right” or “wrong”. It was a new to me experience and it feels really nice to be seen. Thank you 🙏🏻