I was allowing myself to feel left out when I couldn’t invest in the coaches I felt drawn to. Most of them only had space for people who were ready to invest multiple 5 figure amounts each month.
I wasn’t there yet even though my desire was. I had zero credit left. I had limited physical energy to work with.
Maybe I don’t quite understand the game of investing in myself at that level yet. Maybe my belief that I don’t need to is stronger than my desire to invest that much at the moment. Maybe my faith muscle isn’t that big yet.
I was starting to get bitter …
So I took my issue to God and said, “I don’t understand. Do I really need to invest THAT much to get closer to where I want to be? How can we make this easier? You know how much I have because You’ve given me all of it. Can you lead me to the next piece I need to help me get to where I want to be? To where I need to be? To where You need me to be? In a way that’s either free or affordable to me right now?”
Guess what? He always provides. It is usually a relatively small piece when compared to the length of a full course/1:1 session, but it is such a powerful one that creates a deep impact and helps me keep/build momentum.
You might have noticed I like to do things in three. In the next post, I’ll share just how simple I believe manifestation gets to be! Come back and visit if you’d like to learn more. Turn on post notifications if you want to make sure you remember to check it out! Visit my website for a longer version of posts. I like details. I learn from the details, but I know not everyone loves to read, so I make my IG posts as short and sweet as possible and you can find a more detailed story on my website.